I am from a scheduled time of loudness in my neighborhood,
I am from tired nights of completing assignments on my bedroom table,
I am from restless changing-of-position on my bed,
I am from loud neighbors having a competition of who has the best lawn,
I am from the comfortable smell of laundry detergent,
I am from long waits at the door,
I am from a family of four,
This is where I am from.
I am from very awkwardly accepting my prize,
I am from wanting to cook daily,
I am from hoping my future will be very easygoing,
I am from wanting all bad things in the world to disappear,
I am from spending countless days drawing and painting,
This is where I am from.
I am from sharing snacks with my friends,
I am from watching my father cook various bowls of food,
I am from washing used dishes and pans and from cooking noodles and eggs,
I am from eating at gigantic Chinese buffets,
I am from my kitchen reeking of vegetable cooking oil,
I am from eating regular food on holidays,
I am from gagging at the smell of tomato soup,
This is where I am from.
I am from celebrating Lunar New Year on February 1st,
I am from eating rice every day,
I am from putting up paper hangers and huge Christmas Trees,
I am from eating a fruit cake on my birthday,
I am from celebrating birthdays with relatives,
This is where I am from.
I am from being called my Chinese name every time my parents are angry,
I am from wanting people to stop calling me nicknames,
I am from being called shorter versions of my name,
This is where I am from.
I am from a world full of people suffering from their losses,
I am from a world full of people hoping it will get better,
This is where I am from.